Finally a break through, so the artist says.

I had some bleak hour last night that shot me through to the other side and with it came the idea on how to deal with the looming elephant in the corner...
Why it seems like I have to go through some emotional purge before I can release the idea is beyond me but I recognize it and have learned to embrace it because good things always come of it. Well at least I hope good things. Paintings at least. So Groove is still with me in case your wondering along with an ahh moment when a few people (and that is a few....)are standing in your corner telling you to push on.
Oh let me briefly tell you about the reading portion of this blog....I know I said I'd get back to DH Lawrence. (i fully intend to) It's just that.....so far I love his foreword more so than the actual rants, which are far worse than mine here. He did get into the mention of the solar plexus and I'm thinking hmmmm..... solar plexus, solar plexus what could that mean...I don't trust he has the medical expertise to actual be telling me the truth about it. Low and behold he is correct but even more so HA, it is more familiar to me (not medical at all, not anything you can see) as Chakra....those lovely powers within the body to become centered not just with ones self but life around us. It is energy. It is flow. There is a point to this because recently I also read the Kamasutra (Vatsyayana) and was like, " really this is it." I thought this was going to be more on the spiritual level. (my ebook did not even have pictures) Hey, those of you who know what I'm talking about if you did not "read" the book, you only got about 20% percent of it....The first few chapters interesting, funny, and a bit titillating for a book written in 1st to 6th century a.d., but really, the rest is about castes and social rules, blah, blah, blah. Ok! So clearly not where the chakra is. So moving into Tantra now. (jeez, get sex off your brains) I'm looking for the whole spiritual enlightenment. Personal little journey to continue staying connected to life. Connecting the dots if you will. I keep finding familiar locations and people on this journey. Why am I looking? It never quits. This is how I pull in the energy to push out the next piece. I'm not done with you D. H. (Fantasia Of The Unconscious) I just find that your, Lady Chatterley's Lover is, well, much easier to understand!